its friday. its been a week and 2 days. im glad li called yesterday, it was a great conversation even tho i was in the shower for an extra 18 minutes. i guess im not as upset over the fact that shes gone as i was the first few days. this sucks though, like i sit at home for hours on end antsy like i wanna go do something but when i finally han gout with people, its boring and theres nothing to do. noone keeps me occupied like li does. just sitting and watching tv with her is awesome. i saw reba on the other day when i was flipping channels.

last night i hung out with devin doug and tom and the girl from pennsylvania. that was ok we went to barns and noble. than devin went home and we wathced family guy than tom kicked us out. so me and doug met up with dom at wendys and we talked for a while. than i called it a night.

oh jeremy and caitlin are fighting and having problems idk whats going on with that. and devin and the girl hes been with broke up. kyle went to boston for gay pride to surprise alex so shes gona be gone til monday i think. thats pretty much it. ive got work tomorrow.

i miss you alot li <3 i cant wait til you call again. i love you <3333

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day 20

tonight i drove around and did nothing.

the whole missing li thing sucks

she should just come home now.

i looked up where you are, its beautiful just from the satellite images.

i also found a nice new place for sunsets. bedtime

goodnight i love you li, bye

im 19

i love my li and

i wish i could be in france

day 11 12 and 13

so saturday rolls bye, i mowed the lawn, and than hung out with dominic and patches and hank the whole night. went to band practice at lyric, than hung out with the girls for an hour than back to patches' to take care of the little kids sleeping over patches'. so we come in yelling and screaming scaring the shi toutta them, i threaten to wash out their mouths with soap, and eventually they calm down. than joey and josh draw on the asshole kids face and eventually i get home at 400am after a long talk with jeremys mother

sunday i go hang out with dom patches hank and tim and rich and carolyn kelly and allie at the park, apparently they went to the beach, and everyone had sunburn, so after playing horse at the basketball courts, we hang out in front of carolyns house and play frisbee and i drive tim home than come back  and than britney and kyle come over for 3 minutes than leave than we go to allies backyard where we had a fire in the fire pit thingy and i had barbaque chips which were really god. around 12 us guys go back to jeremys house li remind me to tell you the story.

okay than todayi hung out with hank jeremy rich and dom at jeremys house for a while, than we go to ralphs and i get the sstrawberry smoothie and i was horrible. but i drank it anyway. and than jeremy has to stay and rich went home and we drove around for a while and we yelled at skinhead cause he was trying to get lucky infronta his house, than we saw mick joe sal and stephen on a random street corner and chilled with them for 10 minutes than dom had to go home so i decided to call it a night cause i gota get my sleep schedule into order for work soon.

i love talking to li even tho i just woke up. <3